tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58907262011-04-21T13:14:21.960-07:00in him we live and move and have our beingshrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.comBlogger761100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1168929247435603712007-01-15T22:30:00.000-08:002007-01-15T22:34:07.453-08:00

timeIt changes peopleAt different tempos,At different times.Relationships change as a result of people who changeAnd unexpected changesometimescomes unexpectedly at times we least expect.Why must we experience so much change so quickly?And why does this change come at a bad time?Strong love slowly dies like old trees through the violent seasonsTheir leaves falling and fading in the wind over time

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O Lord, You know I love YouThat I’d never cause You painThat I’ll follow You foreverThrough hell, through death, through shameYes, I’ve made my resolutionTo always stand up tallBut the rooster crowed this eveningAnd night began to fallAnd I knew that I’d been called outSo hold me now when only hopelessness is foundAnd love me when my brokenness is all aroundKiss me in the dead of night, the

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You are the shooting staron a cloudy summer evening-You are the creater of the heavens and the earthwho placed a smile upon my face-You are the faithful friendwho is here for me at every moment-You are the comforterwho truley cares for every place in my heart-You are the remdeeming loverwho died so that i might live

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i want to follow whats burning in my heartleave behind all thats tearing me apartrun to the mountains to find my lover therehe holds my heart when noone else could carei hear your voice calling out to meyou are standing knocking at the doori know its time to give you everythingi know its time to give it all-mr. ron wilding

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Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast,it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts,always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.and only these three remainfaithhopeand lovebut the greatest of these is love.

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Im giving You my heart and all that is withinI lay it all down for the sake of You my KingIm giving you my dreams, Im laying down my rightsIm giving up my pride for the promise of new lifeAnd I surrenderAll to You, all to YouIm singing You this song, Im waiting at the crossAnd all the world holds dear, I count it all as lossFor the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your nameTo know the lastin

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lately i've been wondering about youyour timing seems irrational and flawedlately i've been thinking 'whats he up to?'and altogether forgetting you are Godyour methods are incomprehensibletrusting is just too suspensfuland all i want is clarity from your mouthso i sit and wait and kneel and praythat one day you'll be easier to understandi've prayed this prayer a million times unansweredits hard

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Are we left here on our own?Can you feel when your last breath is gone?Night is waiting heavy nowBe quiet and wait for a voice that will sayCome awake from sleep, ariseYou were dead,become alive.Wake up, wake up,Open your eyes.Climb from your graveInto the lightBring us back to lifeYou are not the only oneWho feels like the only oneNight soon will be lifted friendJust be quiet and wait for the

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Lily of the valleybright and morning starfairest of ten thousand you arehow can i perceive your beauty?i long to see your faceJesus, JesusHoly lamb of heavenperfect son of manacquainted with our sufferingbroken for us allhow can i perceive your mercy?help me find your graceJesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesusmore of you and less of memore of you and less of memore of you, and more of youJesus

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ok so.. last week or 2 weeks ago and my good friend was planning this big birthday dinner and a movie with a limmo and everything, and she didn't know the date for sure and it was just an idea. we had an idea of what day (sat 15th), but i didn't book anything off work, b/c i didn't want to book it off, then be able to work it anyways. so the next day i find out that her parents booked the limmo

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Time is such an uncertain thingnot enough of ittoo much time on ones handspassing by too slowly, or worse yet, passing too quicklycounting the days spent with a loved onethe days spent without themmissing them all togetherit can bring about the end of thingsa beginning to something elsethe test of timewhat an odd phrasea song comes along on the radioanother few minutes pass, the song is overtime

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somtimes i just don't think i can wait any longer.

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Trying hard to speak And fighting with my weak hand Driven to distraction So part of the plan When something is broken And you try to fix it Trying to repair it Any way you can I dive in at the deep end You become my best friend I wanna love you but I don't know if I can I know something is broken and I'm trying to fix it Trying to repair it anyway I can Oooohh, oooohh Oooohh, oooohh You and

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IN california.. SUKKAS!that is allpeace out

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"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything..."this is huge! if only i could live that one sentence. not listen to anything else even through the whole bible, my life would completely change..."...Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will

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Swallowed in disbeliefNot knowing what to say or thinkHating this momentWorry and madness swirls insideHow? Why?The migraine and nausea beginBut it must waitI must force it behind meThe time for grief has come but must goThere is work to be donePeople to attend toWhat happened cannot unravel yet,I plaster a smile and pretend everything is as it should beSo fake, so confused, so shocked,

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"God can satisfy you""everything you've ever wanted you can find in Him""God can fill up all your emptiness""God is more than enough"is He?is He enough?can he fill up what's missing?there must something that God cannot quench, that he cannot fill with himself.He can't satisfy every desire...can He?i wonder if it's possible..

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-squamish and whistler... one family.. one night.. and one day... ...and one van-road trips-family-literally washing myself a water fall (gold star, A+)-camping-hats-whistler shopping village-ocean/mountain views-smores-outlet stores-rash guards-fire-exploring-pinapple-walking in the wilderness-junk food-naps-vintage stores -waterfalls (especially shannon falls)-banana pancakes-sleeping on tent

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why hate when you can love?why put down when you can encourage?why take when you can give?why be fake when you can be real? why shut your eyes when you can see?why be mad when you can be happy?why be bored when you can have fun? why cry when you can laugh?why hold back when it's right in front of you?why walk when you can run?why worry when you can take it easy?why be broken when

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may the words of my mouthand the thoughts of my heartbe pleasing to youpsalm 19:14

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i don't wanna change the worldi only wanna stop pretending

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1. life if meaninglesslife is short. we are here for a blink of an eye. what this world has to offer isn't actually that important. when we die, i don't think that we'll really be wanting to know what kind of money we earned, how high our grades were in high school. i think we'll be interested in stuff like "how close was i to my family and friends? did i use my time wisely? what did i do in this

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i choose to follow youforsaking all i knowand i'm taking up my cross.and if i die, i die!to find my life in youoh lord, this is my cry.-tracy rahn-.And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice- the kind he will accept. When you think of what he has done for you, is this too much to ask? Don't copy the behavior and customs

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Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful faceDo You Realize - we're floating in spaceDo You Realize - that happiness makes you cryDo You Realize - that everyone you know someday will dieAnd instead of saying all of your goodbyeslet them know you realize that life goes fastIt's hard to make the good things lastyou realize the sun doesn't go downIt's just an illusion caused by the world

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rain dampens your souladds weight to your stepmakes something die inside of you.you can't live with it, but you can't live without it.but the water from the sky is a necessitythough perhaps it can be miserable.rain makes the grass greenergrows the plants largerwashes the air cleaner.if it wasn't for the rain, the sun wouldn't be as enjoyable.rain is the process of making the world

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mathew 18:21-35"Therefore, the kingdom of heaven is like a king who wanted to settle accounts with his servants. As he began the settlement, a man who owed him ten thousand talents [millions of dollars] was brought to him. Since he was not able to pay, the master ordered that he and his wife and his children and all that he had be sold to repay the debt. The servant fell on his knees before him.

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birds are so free.flying free with nothing holding them back.no weight on their backs,no worries on their mind.singing the the song they were created to sing.nothing to lose.nothing to gain.freedom is theirs.not a thing can separate them from the soft, spring air.doing what they were created to do.no burdens, carefreeloving life, living in the momentembracing what is right in front of them.all

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You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same "indescribable""all creatures" -david crowder"do you realize?" -the flaming lips"tell him" -lauryn hill"caught up" -usher"beautiful day" -U2demian rice to many to write down!

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.matthew 6:31"do not worry, saying, ‘what shall we eat?’ or ‘what shall we drink?’ or ‘what shall we wear?’ for the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough

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resting in your presenceis all i really want, lordsitting in your presenceis all i really ask for ...and i want to be more like you... waiting in your presenceis all i really long forstaying in your presenceis all i really want, lord ...and i want to be more like you ~rita springer(good song) this post is based on my november 28th, and jessels march 4th posts... i don't think that it's possible

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am not completely sure of who I amI am living in the process of getting to know me.Who I am changes everyday.I want my life to have meaning. Not to live an empty lifeI want a reason, a purpose.why be alive if you have nothing to live for? "every man dies, not every man really lives."~braveheart "Today is a gift, that’s why they call it the present" do you ever feel like you're just "going

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what is my life living for?i want to be myselfbut who am i?i am not who i was before.why have i not used the gifts i have to full potential?i am not who i could be,but who i am right now is important.and i would not be where i am now without the pasti would be so lost.change- it happens wether you like it or not.change- you control how you do it;for the good, or the bad.i want to be who i was

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love is in the aircan i smell it?can i feel it's warm breeze?obviously not.there is nothing but a faint whisperof things beyond my reach.not a sound.what is it that i am looking for?is it somthing right before my eyes,or must i wait for it to come to me?but how long?am i not ready?loveis it selfish?lovea sign of insecurity?the way it is in the world, perhaps,but not real love.real love does not

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isn't life really wierd? like, what if there was no such things as humans, or God, or the world, or anything... then life wouldn't exist, nothing would exist.. everything we are and everything we know is gone, and we are gone. we arn't alive. that's one of the weirdest thoughts/feelings in the world.life. ...what's the point of living?, what do we live for? how should we live? how should we spend

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right now i am so scattered and i don't know how to write my thoughts because i can barely keep track of what i'm even thinking. also, most of you peeps have already wrote a lot of my thoughts down on your own sights. so here it is...i'm sick of all the shallowness.. lets go deep.. into relationships. let us love, care for, encourage, and lift up our friends and family. lets stop using empty

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Psalm 42 As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, "Where is your God?" These things I remember as I pour out my soul: how I used to go with the multitude, leading the procession to the house of God, with shouts of

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"healthy people don't need a doctor,sick people do. i have come to call sinners to turn away from their sins, not to spend my time with those who think they are already good enough."~Luke 5:31-32~ if we were perfect, we wouldn't need God, there would be no point of living. you don't clean yourself before going into the bathtub, you go into the bathtub to clean yourself. you don't have to fix all

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bonjour amigos i havn't really had the greatest.. month. i feel like i'm missing out on a lot of things. school isn't cool, i'm having a hard time with the friends situation... i don't even know... love.. that's what i gotta do.. that's all ya gotta do! ...think about it... okay so i'm like walking in this desert.. i feel kinda dry, but still feel like i'm kinda getting somewhere. every once

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hey everyone so.. i had the worst day ever yesterday. someone (not saying who) is spreading a rumor in my very small school that's NOT TRUE about me! and i'm really mad... i tryed talking to her but she's denying everything... ugh (so i ya hear anything about me.. just know, its not true) anyways, things are doing pretty good with God.. i'm just having a hard time right now. love y'all ~

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(read my last blog too it's only 2 days old) anyways.. i just wrote a big huge blog and it got deleted.. so i'm going to write it again ya it really sucks. ok so you've all heard me ramble on and on for the past like.. 5 months about how empty i feel and how lazy and apethetic i am, and i've decided i've had enough of it! i've had enough of not caring! i've had enough of seeing but not doing!

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hey guys i don't really know what to write cause it's been so long.. but uh here i go so bear with me... i'm so sick of living an empty life. speaking, doing things each day, and not doing them for a purpose. i want to want God and search for him with all my heart. i want passion. i want desire. lately i've been feeling kind of like Joseph in the bible where he gets a prophetic dream.. God

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it's all wrong but it's alright i don't really have much to say... which is my problem. i'm not really changing myself.. and sometimes.. i dont' even care. i know that i want to be a christian and live like a christian.. but i feel so.. empty ...i don't have anything to go on. nothing is driving me. i have no passion. i know i can't change by myself, i need God to do it... but.. how? i'v asked

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hey everybody! i'm not too excited about school... but idn change can be good sometimes. i hope it's good kind of change. anyways, there's not very much new with me... at all... i'm registering for my classes at the dance barn (in langley) and i'm really excited! i'm taking "company in training", intermediate hip hop and dance foundations. after Jesus fest i was really wanting to be in the raw

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every time i look to see where i'm going, i notice that i'm far from where i want to be. and every time i try to get myself on the right path, it seems like i have just been going in circles... i feel too weak to try anymore i feel like i can't really live without you i feel like dying is truly the only way to find life i feel like i'm too scared to find out how deep you can take me... ...i feel

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i'm back from the missions trip to hope.. it was good.. lots of working and swimming. good times. at the end of the trip we went to Jesus Fest in Kamloops... soo good.   almost the whole trip i was feeling still kind of the same spiritually.. believing lies and stuff. then i was praying with a friend and she was feeling like me and God was like "don't give up on the things i have for you.

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1088398306306824942004-06-27T21:33:00.000-07:002004-06-30T01:33:16.676-07:00

i think i know why i am so lazy and not changing... i've lost my fear of God. if i reckognized the extent of his power.. my life would be transformed! we deserve nothing! so... why do we expect so much from him? why are we so selfish? why do we base our relationship with God on feelings? it's such a gift to be able to pray, and have God listen to a word we say, but we don't even talk to him! it's

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1087955544206579842004-06-22T18:03:00.000-07:002004-06-22T18:52:24.206-07:00

hello there... i'm so glad it's summer! finally no more school... anyways, i'm not doing really much this summer, going to hope and JESUS FEST!! in july and camping right before school starts. but in between i'm hoping to get some sort of a job and have lots of fun! i haven't really spent very much time with God in a while, i was SO busy this past week getting ready for exams and babysitting and

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sup fools! i'm marshie.. i mean.. what? k BLINSIDE IS MY HERO! and POD was rocking it up too! oh man, i love concerts.. and crowd surfing, (it sucked so much mark!) lol any ways, ya i had a blast. (read nikki's blog for more info) now the only band from my "must see" list that i must see is switchfoot... so exams are coming up and i'm getting pretty busy, i just can't wait till it's all over and

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1086459098517846852004-06-05T10:50:00.001-07:002004-06-05T12:08:31.770-07:00

hi guys jason (my brother) got in serious car accident that could have killed him, but he's just a little sore, and he's fine, praise God! but his car's totalled, so pray for him that he'll get the right amount of money for his car, and that he'll be able to get everywhere and such. this past week or two i've been feeling really tired, especialy spiritually. i was finding it extremely hard to

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1085629217155948482004-05-26T20:14:00.000-07:002004-05-26T21:03:13.650-07:00

hey guys the weekend was good, we prayed for nicole at avalanche.. (read her blog for more info).. i also got released from more of my fears.. like fear of man, but i still have to work on that one. the dancing was so good! wow ya... that whole thomas haney thing has really been on my mind the last day. (for those of you who don't know... there's this big crazy thing that God's "calling" people

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1084746737937263272004-05-16T14:50:00.000-07:002004-05-16T15:40:28.183-07:00

hi guys! i've been doing pretty good lately... there's not too much going on with me, but the hills are alive with the sound of music! did you know that?! anyways.. yesterday at fuel beth vellakoop spoke and i never really realized how much fear i really do have inside of me... earlier yesterday jeff asked me to sing with him at church and i was like "no, it's scary!" and so throughout the

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1083714266048660092004-05-04T16:44:00.000-07:002004-05-05T13:53:42.170-07:00

hello everyone, i'm doing pretty good! i dyed my hair on saturday... and mrs. campbell let us leave class at 12:20 (instead of 1:10) ...so me and a friend went to mc donalds and had a really awesome conversation ...i love talking about deep things... being real. being in shallow relationships have no value. when someone asks me how i am, i want to be real, and answer them truthfully. me and some

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maybe when I feel sufficient, I'm really broken maybe every time I come to you, I must come with nothing maybe you're nearer than I would ever know and more real than life itself could ever reveal maybe all I am has nothing to do with me at all, but everything to do with what you are doing. maybe your heart weeps more tears than all the oceans in this earth; the drops from your eyes saturating

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why am i so weak? Gods power is so amazing, his love is overwhelming, his mercy is awesome, his sacrifice is beautiful. he wants to bless me so much, he wants to give me amazing things, he wants to walk with me, eat with me. he wants to be a part of my life, the centre of my life. he died for me! he wants me! he wants ME... a sinner... just as i am. just as weak as i am, just as lazy as i am...

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hey everyone i've been doing pretty good lately... i love april :) happy birthday Jeff, Jordan, and Jared! the sun is the greatest! i love it.. it's like the weekend of summer... i shouldn't be inside right now, but i'm trying to figure out what i'm doing today... ok you know the whole situation with God wanting me to be a friend to the friendless and stuff? well.. i have been talking to the

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Could I ~Kim McMechan could i just sit here a while know that there's nothing that i need to say safe in the knowlage that You know my ways love me completely, no need to hide a thing could i just stay here a while letting you melt away all of my fears i feel Your comfort when You are so near i hide myself in this shelter you've made for

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-107945926128401742004-03-16T09:47:00.000-08:002004-03-25T15:55:47.513-08:00

hello i'm back! it's spring break! YES! i love going to bed late and sleeping in... :) i can't wait until summer... its Jess' birthday on friday. i died the tips of my hair with this red dye (in shari's hair) but it didn't turn out very well, you can barely see it b/c i was supposed to bleach it first to make it bright. Esperanza was so amazing to say the least. now i know why people are in love

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hi guys i'm so excited about the passion you have no idea!! o man... i'm going to be a mess!i've been putting off posting a blog for a long time so i need to do one.. i have to go to bed soon but that's ok. lately i've really busy with a lot of things and it's been hard to spend a lot of time with God. ok... three weeks... hmm what did i do? oh! i was sick for a long time with a cold and i got

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1075870724536145332004-02-03T20:58:00.000-08:002004-02-04T20:34:01.420-08:00

hi everyone.. Robyns graduating at my school!! yes! ...it was Janelle's and my Moms birthday last saturday.. happy birthday guys:) today was really not good. i got sick again and now i'm not at youth. the new semester is telling me that it's a "no-fun-lots-of-homework" kind of deal. i'm kind of not finding my place in my school for some reason.. maybe my friends were just in a bad mood yesterday

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1075245343422547922004-01-27T15:15:00.000-08:002004-01-31T15:58:12.873-08:00

hello everyone. i'm finally done exams! praise the Lord! ...except yesterday i woke up with a really big cold... that's not a very good thing. it was probly because for 2 weeks i haven't had any time for anything because of school and sports and stuff, that's why i haven't written on here either. but.. ya today was supposed to be the start of my "fun week" with no school, but now i have to stay

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1074383069340840652004-01-17T15:44:00.000-08:002004-01-18T15:39:29.216-08:00

hey you guys i've been doing ok this week.. i got on the vixens volleyball team (had the tryout on wed) we had an awesome fuel practice and i'm really excited to be dancing tonight! i've been thinking a lot lately... about everything! its been hard to just sit down and read my bible.. i kept finding other things to do.. you know what i mean. its hard to press in right now.. i don't even

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1073780234443101592004-01-10T16:17:00.000-08:002004-01-17T15:55:49.403-08:00

umm... cool colors eh? ya i thought so too. it's my brothers birthday today. happy birthday Jason!! :) love you man. it's finally saturday and i didn't have to get up early for school. that's always a good thing. i had an awesome time with Jess yesterday.. :) yay for friends! we had a 3 day week in school because of the snow.. i needed that, i could barely open my eyes. i don't have any homework

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1073021744311444532004-01-01T21:35:00.000-08:002004-01-12T19:04:46.060-08:00

hi my physical and emotional self is so doing really crappy right now. i was just in my room praying and reading trying to figure out what i'm feeling... and this is it... i'm angry, without peace, not knowing what to do, confused, lost, worried, helpless, lonely and fearful wow.. that's a lot of feelings eh? ..ya i though so too. so all of this stuff was suprisingly not effecting my

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Merry Christmas you guys! today was so great... i love christmas. on fuel on saturday, Jeff spoke.. it totally was like where i'm at right now! kind of like.. it's all or nothing, your in or your out, you need to conform your life to God, live in Him, be a sacrifice (cuz God's worthy!) ..."do you wanna be hearing the stories, or telling them?" ...AMEN! what else can i say? i want that! i want

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1071911255083556432003-12-20T01:07:00.000-08:002004-01-12T19:05:32.670-08:00

hey everyone Christmas is coming:) and i just woke up from a nap.. everyones at my house watching "it's a wonderful life" (that's a good movie) so i played the guitar and read the bible. i'v read the whole New Testiment! (i started like last may or something) so anyways... i'll try to write stuff, but i'm a little bit tired so umm.. ya ...k i was listening to the wildings CD and i liked this

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shizzle! i've been having a pretty good week, better than last week... i went shopping for christmas stuff on tuesday and i had my dance resital yesterday. it was awesome! ..ya, there's not really that much stuff happening. oh! i'm learning better how to play the guitar! that's fun:) ok.. so last week i was struggling a lot with my parents.. it seemed like every little thing they did was

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1069738516625828202003-11-24T21:35:00.000-08:002003-11-24T21:35:58.276-08:00

wow! i'm so totally at lose of words right now about this whole weekend. it has truely been an incredible revelation. Darren has challanged me in so many things and so many ways! He was talking a lot about "what you do in this world, is your life meaningful? does it give glory to the name of Jesus?" and "souls are the only reason worth living, at all times preach the gospel, if nessasarry use

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1069451869107143052003-11-21T13:57:00.000-08:002003-11-22T16:33:50.830-08:00

hey man! i'm really excited about the conference tonight!! i hope everyone will have an awesome time with God! i'm going to be dancing like crazy! which is kind of a bittersweet thing for me because like, dancing is awesome, and in that, i'm leading people into worship, but its just not the same as just concentrating on God alone.. you know what i mean? But anyways, i'm so stoked that the

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1068783249681286082003-11-13T20:14:00.000-08:002003-11-15T16:00:22.050-08:00

Hello everyone the Five iron frenzy concert was awesome! Reese Roper is my hero! anyways... ya.. I love Christmas. I can't wait!! -oh that reminds me.. I like don't have ANY money this year, so I'm sorry if there's no present.. I love you anyways, but I'll pray that God will bless you and give you gifts if you want (and those are far better than what I can give you.. even if I had money) but ...

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What's up my homeslices? I'm kickin' it in da crib yo!...right... anyways... it was a hard lose against Garabaldy today... game 5 we lost 15-13 ...we should have won! ...but we didn't. Oh well.. me and my brother are going to the Five Iron Frenzy concert on sunday in Seattle!! YA! it'll be super fun! i'm excited... ok... ummm... i'm reading in 1 Corinthians (..not coronicles)... thats all... I

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hello to you all! i'v been having a fairly good week so far.. i missed my volleyball game to go to dance today... i hope we won.. anyways, my brother went to six flags this weekend and he had an awesome time! (to hear more exicting news on the topic with the new and improved "Jeff commentary" you can see his blog for the "insane and awesome and STINKIN RAD" information) Nicole and stephanie got

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Hello everyone wow, I haven't written in this for a while.. I'm always busy.. Or tired.. Or something. When I first started this, I posted like every day and now.... I don't, but that's ok. my volleyball girls and me got in 3rd for the Christian school tournament on Friday/Saturday... Then we got sacked at meadowridge yesterday... They're really good! Anyways... I have a sore throat from all the

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1065932638759336182003-10-11T21:23:00.000-07:002003-10-27T21:06:32.546-08:00

hey everyone. Happy Thanksgiving! i like having 4 day weekends don't you? :) ya... so ummm.... theres not very much new stuff happening right now... my parents were gone all week and came back yesterday. my volleyball team won our game against Ridge (the grade 10 team) so that was cool. me, Jeff, and Sarah(o) went to "toys r us" today and and my brother bought a light bright for like $11 so if

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1065499355708825952003-10-06T21:02:00.000-07:002003-10-27T21:08:12.640-08:00

heres something for you to read if your bored.. (actually, your probly on here because your bored anways... so here you go....) 1. Full name: Christine 2. Nicknames: Chris (only Jordan calls me that and i hate it), Chrissy (Mrs. Beattie lol), steen, steenie, teenie, teeniebear 3. Eyes: mostly green.... with yellow and blue in it 4. Height: 5'4 ish... somewhere around there probly (i'm tall) 5.

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1065296437480518242003-10-04T12:40:00.000-07:002003-10-27T21:07:25.233-08:00

hi it's already the end of the week! It went by so fast! Last weekend was fuel. Fuel was SO COOL!! I got to pray with my friends and grow closer to them through that, it was awesome. Ben Woodman spoke, he's my buddy. Anyways... On Tuesday my brother cut his dreads off because we were raising money for a guy in Africa who couldn't afford to go to high school. Then we got $800 so he cut them off.

shrodeshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02764772672481056332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5890726.post-1065140436877206412003-10-02T17:20:00.000-07:002003-10-05T19:54:48.940-07:00

hello everyone. i started a blog today! :) i don't know how often i will be able to write because i have a pretty busy schedule (continually getting fuller), but i'll do my best! hmm... what should i write..... umm, i like Jesus (a lot!), i love to play and watch volleyball!~ (i'm power), i dance, i worship, i love my friends and family... my favourite colors are: green, white, red, and black..

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