Hello everyone
the Five iron frenzy concert was awesome! Reese Roper is my hero! anyways... ya.. I love Christmas. I can't wait!! -oh that reminds me.. I like don't have ANY money this year, so I'm sorry if there's no present.. I love you anyways, but I'll pray that God will bless you and give you gifts if you want (and those are far better than what I can give you.. even if I had money) but ... ya I think that's it...

these past few days my spirit is just like.. meah ble... like not doing anything! but well... I guess like... I've been reading my bible and praying, but like u feel like so dry! I don't feel his presence. I want my whole mind to be CONSUMED by His power and I want God to overflow my being with His words and His love! but... idn it's so hard! I know i've been saying this in past couple posts, but I'm still struggling with it. My sinful human nature is just so ugly and gross, I need to dispose of it!

I had this really weird/scary/...weird dream on monday night about someone that I know... we'll call this person... Reese (it could be a girl or a guy) anyways.. I had this dream that Reese committed suicide and in my dream I was weeping for about 2 minutes and it was weird cause I could see myself cry in my dream so it was like I wasn't in my body. but ya anyways that was it. and when I woke up I remembered it and I was like "what the heck!? that was weird! is this dream from God? is it a warning or just trying to scare me? does it mean anything? is.. Reese ok? what should I do?! and so idn it was bugging me all day on tuesday and then at youth on tuesday Sarah's dad was there and we talked about dreams, so ya he said that I f you had a dream and you're not sure who it's from or what it means, to talk to someone about it. so I told my mom and she said that to just pray!!! like it could mean anything, but you can't go wrong with praying for Reese.... so I have been and ...ya so pray with me ok? God will know what you mean..;)

"we cannot become what we need to be, remaining what we are." woah that's so mental. I like just read that on the wall, and it totally related to what I just said! like I need to press in more and seek more if I want something I need to become increasingly dis-satisfied with how my relationship with Christ is at, I need to become more reliant on Jesus and what HE has for me! not what I have for myself.

so.. ya that's it, I have to go to bed now because I have to get up at 6:00 :|

love from
~christine