hi guys
i'm so excited about the passion you have no idea!! o man... i'm going to be a mess!i've been putting off posting a blog for a long time so i need to do one.. i have to go to bed soon but that's ok.

lately i've really busy with a lot of things and it's been hard to spend a lot of time with God. ok... three weeks... hmm what did i do? oh! i was sick for a long time with a cold and i got the stomach flu last week... on valentines day i went to janelles with some other girls and we were praying for each other which was really awesome! wow those times are so amazing. i encourage you all to get some friends together and pray, it is a blessing. i love you guys! thanks for praying for me and being such great encouragers :) anyways... not too much is new with me.. thats why i havn't written on here. i'm not really doing to well at school.. i have lots of friends, but most of them are all older than me so in my class, it's hard to fit in because it's SO cliquey!! (yup.. can't spell) o man.. it's not cool. so pray for me about that.

the P (mary powell) has really got me thinking about the whole "go on a date with Jesus " thing. it's about time i spend a little bit more time with my lover. i haven't been really to much lately because of volleyball and lots of homework and junk... but it's still not really a good excuse. anyways... i hope i'm not too loaded with plans this weekend cuz i want to like have a date with God.. maybe make him dinner... go for a walk, read my bible... write him a letter... Jesus told me that he wanted to make a snowman with me... then janelle was like "make snowman cookies!! :)" that was about a week ago so i hope i can do that...

i think Gods telling me to be friends with "nobodies" as romans 12 (msg) tells it. and idn.. God was saying to me one night -i don't remember when- to befriend them and stuff... people who i wouldn't normally hang out with. this is one of my weaknesses and so i was like "oh God i'm not the one who you should send! i'm so not good enough to do it. who am i to reach out to these people?" i'm like moses! woah! (read Exodus ch.3) o man then God was like "Christine, you know how much i'm been telling you about being humble and if you really want to see 'how low you can go', you will do what i say." o my o my! how can i argue with God? ...yet there's so much disobediant passion inside of me... i wich God wanted me to do something else... like heal the sick.. or like, be a missionary.. but no.. i gotta be humble. crap! i'm really bitter. i need help! i'm SO WEAK! ahh. but i think maybe Gods giving me a little taste of what it feels like to be left out. cause of what i said before about my class... ya. i can't even imagine how some people must feel! i would be totally MESSED up if i didn't have the friends i have! wow.. i feel sorry for them, but at the same time, i want to be comfortable. i don't want to help 'em out! i'm so pathetic.. thanks for listeing to me ramble this out... all this reminds me of what Jesus said in Matthew somewhere-i can't find it- but it says something like "when did we see you thirsty and give you a drink? when did we see you without clothes and give you something to wear my Lord? then Jesus said i tell you, what you did for the least of these, you did it for me." (all you bible scholars out there who know where this is, please tell me in the comments thingy). but this scripture ties into what i said on my last post on worship. being a friend to the friendless is like doing it for God's glory. it's worship! ...i really don't want to do it... pray for me you guys...

ok! switchfoot was supossed to play in Vancouver on march 23rd, but now THEY AREN'T! i'm so mad, they're on of my favourites. but they'll be in Seattle on march 22nd so that might still be a possibility.

so... i think that's pretty much it.. besides, it's geting past my bedtime ;) so... i love you guys.. if i remember more stuff i'll try to post again this week.

p.s the new blindside CD rocks the kazba! (whatever the crap that is!?) anyways.. i'm getting in for my birthday! :) i'm so excited.

~christine~

the bible is great:
~ Joshua 1:9 ~ Psalm 105:32 (NLT) ~ ...yay for psalms! read them all! ~