hi guys

jason (my brother) got in serious car accident that could have killed him, but he's just a little sore, and he's fine, praise God! but his car's totalled, so pray for him that he'll get the right amount of money for his car, and that he'll be able to get everywhere and such.

this past week or two i've been feeling really tired, especialy spiritually. i was finding it extremely hard to get up in the morning (i kept turning off my alarm clock with out remembering that it woke me up at all, and then one of my parents woke me up at like 7:30, 7:55 or something) but anyways, at youth group we had small groups and kate prayed for me. she said that she thinks that God's bringing me to a place of rest, and that i don't have to do anything for Him to love me more or less. there is SO many ways to spend time with God, and that He want's me to be creative. i could paint, sing, draw, go for a walk, pray, read, listen to worship music...(etc) i still need to be diciplined, and i'm probly going to try and get up early again next week, but i just need to be still and know that he is God, soaking in his love, not worrying about everything so much. just be still and know... be still and know... that he is God...

i'm remeinded to that song "could I" by kim mcmechan again. i won't write it out because i have before.. but it's so perfect for what i'm felling right now. (it's on the march 25th post, go read it)

pray for me that i won't have any apathy during this time, it's so easy to get stuck in that! i want to still spend time with my Jesus, and rest in him, not me.

p.s does anyone know how to put links on this? i can't figure where on the template to put it...