bonjour amigos

i havn't really had the greatest.. month. i feel like i'm missing out on a lot of things. school isn't cool, i'm having a hard time with the friends situation... i don't even know...

love.. that's what i gotta do.. that's all ya gotta do!
...think about it...

okay so i'm like walking in this desert.. i feel kinda dry, but still feel like i'm kinda getting somewhere. every once in a while i feel little puddles under my feet.. so refreshing... i love it. i keep walking.. lalala doing my own thing. then i hear a faint noise.. the sound of water. so i look over, and i see this big river... and i think to myself "why.. couldn't i see? didn't i know this was lurking right beside me? i could have been there all this time.. i am so tired and thirsty.."

i'm so frustrated with my life.. with people, school, me... why are people so fake? why do people change into something they're not? love people for who they are, not for what they should be. why can't everyone just stop, and think. do they even know what they are doing? what pointless things they're living for? can't we all just be real with ourselves and each other? how come we can't just love each other, be real friends, have real relationships. no one cares, no one listens, no one understands.

question: what is a real friend? (comment)

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damien rice, imr, lauryn hill, waterdeep, jason upton, ari, blindside