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right now i am so scattered and i don't know how to write my thoughts because i can barely keep track of what i'm even thinking. also, most of you peeps have already wrote a lot of my thoughts down on your own sights. so here it is...

i'm sick of all the shallowness.. lets go deep.. into relationships. let us love, care for, encourage, and lift up our friends and family. lets stop using empty words and acutally say waht we mean and mean what we say. lets speak life, and not death. cut the crap. be real. be yourself. stop caring what people think about you. it's no good when people like you for something that your not!! so be free..

stop. listen. feel. understand. think. know.

"but i'm good for nothing, i feel so empty, i have no friends. i'm broken and lost" then change. it's that easy. decide, and do. if you want a good friend. be one. if you want to be lifted up, be humble and lift others up. if you wanna be loved.. L-o-v-e ...get it? healing will come. you just need faith. reach out, touch the fringe of his robe and be healed... (mark 5:21-34)

forget the old, and start over with the new, stay postitive, build strong relationships, be honest, be real, be trustworthy, be enouraging, speak truth, be positive, stop focusing on the bad, and look for the good.. in all things. don't complain. you are blessed. beyond comprehension. we can't even begin to know what it's like to feel lonely, to be sick, to be un-loved, to have disaster around you, to hunger, thirst, to have no hope, to have problems. may we thank God for blessing us to this measure. lets focus on what's important. we miss out on so much that our lives have to offer. God is right here guys, so close you could bump right into him. he's the friend you've always wanted. he's perfect. and he loves you, and cares for you ...fo' real!... he knows how you feel, and puts up with you., encourages, cheers, listens, waits, calls, knows. let us be a friend. let us build those relationships. let us be open, and grow. together.

look, search, find, find just what it is you are looking for, don't give up until you've found it, grasp it, never forget, don't stop until you are satisfied.

"Watch the way you talk.

Let nothing foul or dirty come out of your mouths,

but only what is helpful for

building others up

according to their needs,

that it may benefit those who listen"

~Ephesians 4:29~

NIV

la musique:

~lauryn hill "ex-factor", "nothing even matters", "can't take my eyes off of you", "doo wop (that thing)", basically the whole CD

~ari is still a pretty cool guy.. i guess...

~tracy and kenny

~mario "let me love you"

~switchfoot "meant to live"

~coldplay

~the new Jimmy eat world CD

ok ladies and gentlemen.. peace out.