in the air

love is in the air

can i smell it?

can i feel it's warm breeze?

obviously not.

there is nothing but a faint whisper

of things beyond my reach.

not a sound.

what is it that i am looking for?

is it somthing right before my eyes,

or must i wait for it to come to me?

but how long?

am i not ready?

love

is it selfish?

love

a sign of insecurity?

the way it is in the world, perhaps,

but not real love.

real love does not look to it's own desires,

real love is selfless.

real love is unbelievable.

you know that you can to find your "special someone" when you come to the point where you are satisfied without them. you are not ready to get your second half, when your half is incomplete. sure, it would be nice to dance with someone on a warm, winter night, but i have no yet found myself, how will i find it in a boyfriend? i will put myself together with age, and maturity- then i will be ready. but soon, i will hope it to be.

be patient, he will come...

happy valentines day

~shrodes