i'm back from the missions trip to hope.. it was good.. lots of working and swimming. good times. at the end of the trip we went to Jesus Fest in Kamloops... soo good.
 
almost the whole trip i was feeling still kind of the same spiritually.. believing lies and stuff. then i was praying with a friend and she was feeling like me and God was like "don't give up on the things i have for you. there's more to life than this, so much. live in me and my strength and you will find true life. trust me. i'll help you, i love you, i'll never give up on you... no matter what..."
 
so then we went to Jesus Fest... and on the last night there we were supossed to ask God about our destiny's or something and i dont' really know what i'm doing with my life, but i know that i'm supossed to be dancing. i got a picture of me dancing with a team in front of a large group of people. (hip hop and worship) ..in some ways this has already happened, but in others, i know there's so much more for me and God has big plans to use my abilities for him and through him. i think God wants me to try and do the "company" class at the dance barn.. so i need to find out more info. but i think you have to take a hip hop and a modern class.. then idn how many times a week the class is.. i might have to join the "junior company" but i need to get more info. but i need lots of money for that... and time! but God told me to have faith for provision. God's taking me into higher ground in dance and tearing down all the fear of man.. it's good.
 
jeff also prayed for me and it was amazing what God said through him... "I am my beloveds and she is mine. i want to get intimate with you and build a relationship with you. i'm pleased with you, even when you don't feel like caring or trying. i'm renewing you, i'm giving you joy, i'm stirring up your passion again, giving you strength. rise up woman of God. don't be content, but condend. i will have my way with you.
 
....renew me.... 
 
This is the year ~ Heather Clark
 
This is the year all of our tears will be dried
All of our promises will not be denied
This is the year hope for our nation will rise
Dreams that were sleeping will now come alive
Valleys raised up and mountains brought low
He'll come with such glory the whole earth will know that...
 
God he is here
the heavens torn open the nations will fear
God he is here
the hour is upon us the kingdom's drawn near
so dance, sing, and come bring your offering
 
This is the year the spirit of the Lord will anoint
Saints with authority to stand up and fight
This is the year passion will be lit again
Fires that were fading will burn strong and bright
The church will triumph once more
Great shouts of victory will rise for His name saying...

~christine 
 
music:
"you" - Switchfoot, "heavy rain" - Dave wilding, "people on our knees" - Tracy Rahn, "eye of the storm" -Blindside, "faith" -Jason upton