Sunday, September 25

time

Time is such an uncertain thing
not enough of it
too much time on ones hands
passing by too slowly,
or worse yet, passing too quickly
counting the days spent with a loved one
the days spent without them
missing them all together
it can bring about the end of things
a beginning to something else
the test of time
what an odd phrase
a song comes along on the radio
another few minutes pass, the song is overtime has yet again gone by
did you notice it
do you ever really notice it
it's something very small not to be noticed all the time
and something very big when a large amount goes by
have you lost it
time went by and nothing happened
how do you know
time will tell
how does time tell anything
what would it tell you if it could
you have all the time in the world,
maybe you can watch time
watch time go by on your watch, or watch your watch and pass the time
can you tell me the time
time to burn
must conserve your time
when is the right time for anything, if it's always the wrong time
a moment has passed, how much time was that
time is endless
why do you count it
how does time fly, where does it go
simpler times, complicated times, hard times, uncertain times
a short time, could there be a tall time
a long time, how about a wide time
it's high time.
there is no mistaking one thing
in all of life
and the many tests that are faced everyday
never spend your time regretting
truely, it is a waste of time.
By: Scott Picard

Friday, September 23

somtimes i just don't think i can wait any longer.

Monday, September 12

i wanna love you but i don't know if i can

Trying hard to speak
And fighting with my weak hand
Driven to distraction
So part of the plan

When something is broken
And you try to fix it
Trying to repair it
Any way you can
I dive in at the deep end
You become my best friend
I wanna love you but I don't know if I can
I know something is broken and
I'm trying to fix it
Trying to repair it anyway I can
Oooohh, oooohh
Oooohh, oooohh
You and me are floating on a tidal wave... together
You and me are drifting into outer space... and singing
Oooohh, oooohh

it seems like i've put God in my pocket and forgot about him til after my pants came out of the wash...
i desire to grow closer to God.. i desire to be able to talk with him and spend time with him. but it's like.. i'm too busy, i literally keep forgetting, i'm to lazy, i'm too weak, i'm too patheltic. ...but maybe it's not up to me.. maybe if i stopped thinking about how horrible i am, and what i can't do, and started thinking about how amazing God is and what incredible things he can do.. then my perspective can change...

time.
sometimes there just isn't enough. sometimes i waste too much of it.
you can never get it back. maybe i should spend it well

maybe i can pray, but how do you pray?
maybe i can know what it means to be one with christ, to recognise his presence... but how?
maybe i can be what God wants me to me, but whats that
maybe i can find strength in Him, i just feel too weak to ask
mabe i can talk to him, but before i start, i've stopped
i feel like i've lost some passion.. some desire maybe i dont want it enough to out the effort in.
i've forgotten
christianity isn't a religion its a relationship
i dont want rules to follow, i don't want to be a pharisee
i just want to love God and others
to me thats what being a christian is.

what i feel and what i am is 2 different things.
i think i'll stop writing what i feel now.

God, let everything i do come out of love.

Friday, September 2

IN california.. SUKKAS!


that is all

peace out