Monday, December 5

the incomprehensible

lately i've been wondering about you
your timing seems irrational and flawed
lately i've been thinking 'whats he up to?'
and altogether forgetting you are God
your methods are incomprehensible
trusting is just too suspensful
and all i want is clarity from your mouth
so i sit and wait and kneel and pray
that one day you'll be easier to understand
i've prayed this prayer a million times unanswered
its hard to know why you allow this wrong
but this i heard from some poetic shepherd
that you O lord are loving and you're strong
so i'll trust the incomprehensible
leaning on your steadfast faithful arms
and learning patience as i go
here i am, i'll wait and kneel and pray
teach me lord to seek your will with all my heart
despite my constant doubts and fears, you remain
more faithful than a faithful brother can sustain
though all companions fail me and all prayers seem lost
my boasting steadfast will remain in Jesus' cross
my only need is your affection my air your love
my life i place at your direction, You will be enough
let my joy be a constand witness of your grace
until i cross the bar and see you face to face
-Simon Hoskyn