Monday, January 17

change

right now i am so scattered and i don't know how to write my thoughts because i can barely keep track of what i'm even thinking. also, most of you peeps have already wrote a lot of my thoughts down on your own sights. so here it is...

i'm sick of all the shallowness.. lets go deep.. into relationships. let us love, care for, encourage, and lift up our friends and family. lets stop using empty words and acutally say waht we mean and mean what we say. lets speak life, and not death. cut the crap. be real. be yourself. stop caring what people think about you. it's no good when people like you for something that your not!! so be free..


stop. listen. feel. understand. think. know.

"but i'm good for nothing, i feel so empty, i have no friends. i'm broken and lost" then change. it's that easy. decide, and do. if you want a good friend. be one. if you want to be lifted up, be humble and lift others up. if you wanna be loved.. L-o-v-e ...get it? healing will come. you just need faith. reach out, touch the fringe of his robe and be healed... (mark 5:21-34)

forget the old, and start over with the new, stay postitive, build strong relationships, be honest, be real, be trustworthy, be enouraging, speak truth, be positive, stop focusing on the bad, and look for the good.. in all things. don't complain. you are blessed. beyond comprehension. we can't even begin to know what it's like to feel lonely, to be sick, to be un-loved, to have disaster around you, to hunger, thirst, to have no hope, to have problems. may we thank God for blessing us to this measure. lets focus on what's important. we miss out on so much that our lives have to offer. God is right here guys, so close you could bump right into him. he's the friend you've always wanted. he's perfect. and he loves you, and cares for you ...fo' real!... he knows how you feel, and puts up with you., encourages, cheers, listens, waits, calls, knows. let us be a friend. let us build those relationships. let us be open, and grow. together.

look, search, find, find just what it is you are looking for, don't give up until you've found it, grasp it, never forget, don't stop until you are satisfied.


"Watch the way you talk.
Let nothing foul or dirty come out of your mouths,
but only what is helpful for
building others up
according to their needs,
that it may benefit those who listen"
~Ephesians 4:29~
NIV
la musique:
~lauryn hill "ex-factor", "nothing even matters", "can't take my eyes off of you", "doo wop (that thing)", basically the whole CD
~ari is still a pretty cool guy.. i guess...
~tracy and kenny
~mario "let me love you"
~switchfoot "meant to live"
~coldplay
~the new Jimmy eat world CD
ok ladies and gentlemen.. peace out.

Friday, January 7

Psalm 42

As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.

Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon
from Mount Mizar.
Deep calls to deepin the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakershave swept over me.
By day the LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me
a prayer to the God of my life.
I say to God my Rock,
"Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?
"My bones suffer mortal agonyas my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"

Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
nice spice:
-just stay calm: track 4... *new CD
-ari neufeld "dixie cup", "carousel", "stay"
-blindside
-waterdeep
-"play that funky music"
-"kung-fu fighting"