every time i look to see where i'm going,
i notice that i'm far from where i want to be.
and every time i try to get myself on the right path,
it seems like i have just been going in circles...
i feel too weak to try anymore
i feel like i can't really live without you
i feel like dying is truly the only way to find life
i feel like i'm too scared to find out how deep you can take me...
...i feel like i love you more than i could ever understand...

i feel really empty, trying the decide wether or not trying will ever get me anywhere. i'm just so weak.. needing so much from God right now, but not reaching out my hand to grab it. believing so many lies... knowing that they're not true... but listening to them anyways. i feel like everything i want to do right now will not happen, so i might as well give up... pray for me :)

music: the beach boys yes!, ari neufeld, whatever jared makes up, inmediasres, jason upton

~2 Corinthians 4:16-18~