it's all wrong but it's alright

i don't really have much to say... which is my problem. i'm not really changing myself.. and sometimes.. i dont' even care. i know that i want to be a christian and live like a christian.. but i feel so.. empty ...i don't have anything to go on. nothing is driving me. i have no passion. i know i can't change by myself, i need God to do it... but.. how? i'v asked him to change me.. i'v asked him to help me.. but.. nothings happening and i'm tired of it. so.. ya pray for me

God, please help me through this. i know that being close to you is when i'm at my best, i want to want you. i want to care. i want to be motivated. change me, change my thoughts and my attitude. forgive my apathy, help me stop giving in to myself. tell me what you want from me,. and teach me how to do it. amen

~christine

"make me whole
make me clean
make me pure as gold again"
the wildings

**warriors unleashed** free youth conference in vancouver w/ nolan+heather clark and the wildings

hey everybody!
i'm not too excited about school... but idn change can be good sometimes. i hope it's good kind of change. anyways, there's not very much new with me... at all...

i'm registering for my classes at the dance barn (in langley) and i'm really excited! i'm taking "company in training", intermediate hip hop and dance foundations. after Jesus fest i was really wanting to be in the raw motion dance company and stuff.. and i didn't think that i would be able to do all those classes because we don't really have the extra money. but i prayed that it would happen.. actually God told me he would help me do it.. but i didn't think he would. anyways, we're getting an exchange student this month so i'm going to be able to take all the classes. yes!

from my last post... idn i guess God's just like "Christine, i love you. i haven't forgot you. you're so important to me and i've given you the gift of dance. here's the chance, use it."
God is so faithful. he loves me so much. he's given me so much, and i don't deserve it. but i'm thankful.

"this is the year all of our tears will be dried,
and all of our promises will not be denied."

"...we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day..." -2corinthians4:16

thanks God for everything you've done for me. help me to be who you want me to be. renew me. strengthen me.